This is the feeling of wanting something that you can’t have.
Can you imagine , I met him last Sunday, we talked, we laughed, he kissed me and hugging me and it was so wonderful but suddenly He said now we become a friend , I couldn’t believe after what we've been through I want to ask the reason but I choke d..I walked but don't know where to turn to..I wish he would took me to the home and gave me a kiss but I didn't hear it from his mouth , I though he would chased after me but he didn't and let me got in to the bus. It was the last night we met, the last time he kissed me and hugged me.
Now I really don’t know where to start, just follow my step to find a place to easy the pain and let God take away my burden..It was so heavy and really hurt me. I wish God come and take me to His arm and carry me until I fall asleep.
I know you will laugh and though I’m m a big child, but if you never feel this feeling and never been in my shoes you will never know how its feel when you lose someone that you really love so deeply. it's like a half of your heart taken away and the half that left can’t live without it.I never believe until now but I was very appreciate on his confession. I never regret for being with him and came to my life even though just a couple months. I will never forget the day we met and every single thing that we've done together and loving him is the finest hour in my life.
I know it wasn’t easy for him to say the truth. I believe he never lie and cheated me and play with my heart. I know he didn't want it happen to us and it also hurt him. I know he loved me but he didn’t want to make me more suffer once he leaves.
Maybe we will never meet again even though he said he will take care of me and by my side but it just a promise that he will never full fill. . He just want to comfort me and after I recovery he will left me forever.
I don't know , my dear how to rebuild my self . It's like disaster inside.
I thankful to God for answer my prayer. When I asked him for a man who can fill my life, He sent him to me and it never cross in mind to have a bf like him, who has different culture , language and principles things . Being with him has raise many critics from people around me. But I don't care , love made me blind. Maybe it sound is naive for you to trust some one.
Since I met at the first time I knew he is different with most of men I met.
I really love him and no one can replace him. He is the best I ever had but since there's no more me and him, it's time to let him go so I can be free and live my life how it should be. It's so sick and tired through the pain but I have to learn again to crawl, walk and rebuild my self. I believe if God bring me to It He will bring me through it. Maybe I lose the game but not the lesson to be learned because life is a journey not a destiny.
I'm gonna smile because I deserve to.
Can you imagine , I met him last Sunday, we talked, we laughed, he kissed me and hugging me and it was so wonderful but suddenly He said now we become a friend , I couldn’t believe after what we've been through I want to ask the reason but I choke d..I walked but don't know where to turn to..I wish he would took me to the home and gave me a kiss but I didn't hear it from his mouth , I though he would chased after me but he didn't and let me got in to the bus. It was the last night we met, the last time he kissed me and hugged me.
Now I really don’t know where to start, just follow my step to find a place to easy the pain and let God take away my burden..It was so heavy and really hurt me. I wish God come and take me to His arm and carry me until I fall asleep.
I know you will laugh and though I’m m a big child, but if you never feel this feeling and never been in my shoes you will never know how its feel when you lose someone that you really love so deeply. it's like a half of your heart taken away and the half that left can’t live without it.I never believe until now but I was very appreciate on his confession. I never regret for being with him and came to my life even though just a couple months. I will never forget the day we met and every single thing that we've done together and loving him is the finest hour in my life.
I know it wasn’t easy for him to say the truth. I believe he never lie and cheated me and play with my heart. I know he didn't want it happen to us and it also hurt him. I know he loved me but he didn’t want to make me more suffer once he leaves.
Maybe we will never meet again even though he said he will take care of me and by my side but it just a promise that he will never full fill. . He just want to comfort me and after I recovery he will left me forever.
I don't know , my dear how to rebuild my self . It's like disaster inside.
I thankful to God for answer my prayer. When I asked him for a man who can fill my life, He sent him to me and it never cross in mind to have a bf like him, who has different culture , language and principles things . Being with him has raise many critics from people around me. But I don't care , love made me blind. Maybe it sound is naive for you to trust some one.
Since I met at the first time I knew he is different with most of men I met.
I really love him and no one can replace him. He is the best I ever had but since there's no more me and him, it's time to let him go so I can be free and live my life how it should be. It's so sick and tired through the pain but I have to learn again to crawl, walk and rebuild my self. I believe if God bring me to It He will bring me through it. Maybe I lose the game but not the lesson to be learned because life is a journey not a destiny.
I'm gonna smile because I deserve to.
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